sorry 'bout yesterday's post, was on downer. As much as I adore spending time with baby Smudge sometimes I just get a bit frustrated 'cos I'm not using my brain and we don't get out much. Also it's just so hard to get anything done while you are looking after a baby. So there is stuff I need to do, like finding work (fairly urgent, or I will soon be on zero income) and it's just not feasible. I need to believe in my business again, I need to feel confident that I can get it back up and running, but it's hard when I haven't done it for so long and I can't get around to the basic tasks like getting my website off the ground or tendering for contracts. I spend every spare moment doing laundry like a maniac, because the baby creates so much goddamn washing. Parsley comes home and regales me with tales of his day and all I have to report is "I've done some washing" or "Smudge did three poos today". Riveting stuff.
Anyway I shall stop whingeing because I am truly grateful for what I've got and just got in a bit of a state yesterday because I was feeling that I wasn't important. But that makes me a silly billy because without me where would Smudge be? In a very very pooey nappy that's where! And I can't speak for ParsleySage but I suppose I must be important to him too. A man needs clean socks after all!!














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2008-01-29 @ 21:50